Session Warm-Up, and Session Analysis

I think that, despite my best efforts, I've been going through the motions a lot lately. I'm busto despite being decently up on the year (fuck life), and have suffered frustration playing 200nl and then 100nl.

Entitlement was an issue, which I felt I put right, and now I feel it's crept back in 'I've fixed my entitlement issue, why am I not winning now???' lol.

So I definitely need to get back into writing and analysing in order to improve. I've waited a fairly long time now for it just to 'turn around', and it's quite possible that this is just the 1 in 6 year series of hands where I've ran the worst, but I don't like the feeling of putting anything down to variance and it's quite likely that a fair number of leaks have crept in.

In no particular order, I'll list some random thoughts as to what I'm doing wrong:

Mental:

1. A bit of impatience when playing lower stakes.
2. Not having confidence in myself, and therefore not trusting instinct 100%.
3. Not ensuring that the 'narrative' is working, and forgetting how to re-ignite it.
4. Not having enough awareness of the 'tilt cycle' and therefore being unable to exit it.

Technical:

1. Not taking my time and planning ahead enough.
2. Related to the above, I feel I'm a little bit too 'splashy' atm.
3. Also related, I've been a little too passive and looking to show down hands too much. Winning with a made hand should basically always be a last resort, and so for example doing the standard button flat with KQo to a 3x is a bad idea.
4. Lack of 'dopeness' (lol). Dopeness is basically that point in a hand where I go the extra level or have that extra bit of creativity needed to crush the hand. In my last 200k hands of breaking even you won't find many 'horrible' hands in there, nothing 2p2 could laugh at or anything, but there's nothing where I've really had a flash of inspiration. When I'm playing well, these flashes are extremely common.
5. Related to the above, really core variables like PSR and bet sizing have been absent from my analysis of late.
6. Not adjusting enough to the players I'm up against. I'm ending up on the river with really weak ranges and convoluted bluffs VS 100nl players who are simply always calling top x% of their absolute hand strength.
7. Lack of care given to my own betsizing when bluffing and value betting.

So yeah, quite a lot on there, and I'm only stopping because I don't want to over crowd things. My plan is to play a 30 minute session, analyse some of the hands here, and also grade myself on each of the things listed above. Be right back.....

Session Cool-down

Ok, fairly happy with that. Played just 2 tables of 100nl and found I had tons to think about and really enjoyed it. Probably the enjoyment came from seeing the infinite possibilities for getting edges. There were a couple of really unorthodox plays in there too, which don't mean in of themselves that I was playing better, but are certainly a sign that I shook off the inertia and 'fine, standard' mentality that took hold.

Hand 1: This it the hand I was least happy with. It's 'standard' of course, but just extremely meh. I quite like the smal cbet size on this board texture, but I think turn and river are just going to be way too weak. Instinctively both streets need much bigger bets. I'm going to check that out on CREV now....

Yeah, like betting bigger on the turn folds out more of his 7x, and betting bigger on the river folds out more the Tx that remain. Our blocker's pretty decent, and optimal on the river seems to be about 1.5x pot.

Hand 2: Obviously looks standard, but I was happy because I didn't treat it as such. Firstly, villain took a while to 3bet pre, so this weakens his range considerably and I was happy getting in 99+ there. Secondly, I gave a lot of though to my sizing....... I've gone back to splitting my sizes here, so I choose the bigger size with pure bluffs (AJo etc), AK, JJ and some QQ. Basically hands that want to encourage a jam or fold. Then I have a smaller size to around 8bbs with AA, KK, some QQ and hands like QJs, JTs, T9s. This range is kinda exploitative, because it gets fucked over by light jams (though not by that much actually.

In terms of grades, my mental side was really good. A few times I 'forgot' what I was doing, but a quick strategy injection of 'look at all the details, plan ahead' brough back the narrative. other stuff was all good too actually, though in a short session there weren't too many opportunities. I did play one sick hand that I'm not going to post because it just looks really bad lol, but I was super confident in my read and happy I went with my instinct.

Coming up, more 100nl weee.

Update, strategy thoughts

Hello! I've been going great guns the past month or so, basically traceable to the day I got rid of my old chair and spent 3 hours moving a giant reclining and massively comfortable armchair into my office. This has made a huge difference to my mindset. Previously, I think tilt was starting off by manifesting as pain and general discomfort. The chair was just really badly made, it tilted forwards and had a really small seating area and I swear I had to struggle to stay on it!

So yeah since then I've had 90k hands winning at 7bb. Other mental stuff has helped, I resolved to lose all my fear again by basically facing it- this means accepting that things are going to go wrong a lot and that this is fine. Freed from the shackles of fear, all sorts of creative lines present themselves.

I've also been *thinking* about poker a lot, and this is the big difference between a 'grinder' mindset and the mindset of a crusher. A grinding mindset is a predictable one; there are very few surprises when I'm up against any high volume player. AA is always 3bet and 4bet. Draws are always barreled. Bluffs are never made into strong ranges. Exceptions to this are few and far between- I'd probably list Flippety, OTB, Amarn and Wizard as the few capable of mixing it a little it. They all do pretty well.

I've had a slight wobble the past couple of days and that's what this blog is about addressing. I have a notepad file with a list of technical concepts to think about and this has gotten really really long. This means I have loads of random concepts floating around my head that need committing to paper. These shouldn't be too much of a problem though, and they probably fall outside the scope of this blog given the number of them. The main issue the past few days has just been one of mindset. A certain sense of 'micro rushing' that I can't quite explain any other way.

Basically what it means is that, say you're in a hurry to play lots of good hands and get rich like I am, then this can result in unhelpful behaviours such as rushing in the short term. It's like a fractal, if your overall aim is to quickly get rich, then you can zoom and zoom down into that mindset and find that decisions are rushed, variance is deliberately but subconsciously increased, even the mouse is clicked much faster. This causes the opposite of what it is intended to do- and I've found in life that this is a constant 'law of the universe'- 'grasping' at your goal means it is never attained.

A couple of technical reminders before I finish- basically the goal of crushing cash poker is to constantly be thinking in terms of making sure our range is protected. Whenever an idea seems good 'in a vacuum', the fact that we haven't considered our entire range probably means that our intentions are pretty obvious.

To take an example, say on the river we have a range of air and obvious bluffcatchers that are always calling. To fold out the air we only need to bet 1/3 pot. To get max value we need to bet much bigger. Because people don't think about the entirety of their own and our range, they end up just betting the 1/3 with their bluffs and going 3/4 with their value. Good players notice this and you get annihilated in that spot, perhaps without ever even realising that you are- which is actually probably the true killer!

So in that spot, we need a consistent size. Splitting the difference and going 2/3ish is probably enough disguise, though it obviously depends on the ratio of value to bluffs too.

Ok that's enough for now, I'm going to play and take my time and have fun and see what happens. By the way I'm going to cull a lot of people from the readership so I know who's reading, so if you want to stay reading please let me know either in the comments or on Skype. Off the top of my head I'll probably keep Chris, Dodgy, Pawel without them needing to ask as I don't ever play VS them. Anyone else, please lemme know. Bye.

Tournament Adjustments

I occasionally play the odd tournament, but in the past 2-3 months have felt like I'm burning money a lot. I went through a purple patch of feeling in complete control and having great results, but it feels at the moment that I'm taking my 500nl mindset into things like the Sunday Million and it's just not working. So, I'm here to flesh out in my mind the differences and adjustments I need to take.

One thing I was very aware of when doing well is that chips lost are worth far more than any chips won. This means that taking marginal, high variance spots is far less attractive. Arguably, a 'blind' cbet that should overall make a tiny bit of chipEV is a good example. In cash games I'll make very marginal cbets and barrels, do the same with marginal value, and be content to do so because like I'll be able to handread well and play well and it's good for my overall range and I can reload and so on.

If I'm left making a pot sized bluff on the river that's going to work 51% of the time, then we should go for it. Our play up until the river takes this into account too, meaning these spots occur with decent regularity.

In tournaments, in general, a 51% successful pot size bluff should not be made, because the lost EV when the bluff fails is far higher than the EV gained when it succeeds due of stack playability. I'm not sure how a new number is quantified, it depends on a lot of factors such as tournament stage, average stack, our stack, structure, bubble proximity, etc. I can't find a single article or video anywhere covering such topics, which almost makes me think there's some sort of conspiracy of silence over it, but I know it's a *thing*.

The other major difference between cash games and tournaments is that tournament players seemingly can't hand-read, like, at all. This isn't a problem of course, but means that certain types of bluffs are far less effective. The postflop play reminds me of 50nl and sometimes 100nl too, ie I'm often in spots just being like WTF are you doing, and having no clue- random turn minraises etc. So I struggle to properly handread them in the same way as cash players, because there's less of a predictable PF base on which to build and much less certainty with how people will play certain hands postflop. It actually makes me realise just how predictable cash players actually are, and how much EV there is probably to be had by occasionally not, for example 3betting every premium PF, barrelling every draw etc.

So, if marginal spots are not to be taken, and there's less default information to be taken, then I need to be more certain before committing chips and also try to extract more information. To this end, I think doing a lot more checking on earlier streets is the way to go, particularly OOP. Upon checking, we can start to handread a little based on sizing and PSR. On wet boards, we can assume that strong hands will get betted allowing us to overbet the turn, VS weak bets we can CC and see what happens on the turn, stuff like that. Having a checking style doesn't preclude us being very very aggressive in the right spots, but it does mean the spots will be better, albeit less frequent.

That's all for now, I've got more stuff to add, but basically I just wanted to re-condition myself to be in the frame of mind of low variance survival, rather than the 'live life on the edge, take every marginal spot, bleed chips VS players who can't fold' approach I've taken in the past.

A basic method of playing poker

More life turmoil today and yesterday, hopefully now put behind me! I've continued work on my mental game, and just I felt I hit a pretty good 'grind spot'. What's a grind spot? Well, it's a word I just invented, so nothing, but I'm talking about the default mode of playing in terms of mindset and approach that allows me to play decent quality, long sessions.

There was nothing amazing about today's grind spot, and that's what felt good about it. Re-reading MGOP for the umpteemth time, the concept of the inchworm really started to make sense to me.

What this theory says, when applied to poker, is that our mind has a certain range of abilities, and before learning more advanced topics we need to first solidify the basic ones. Failure to really understand the simpler elements in poker approach and strategy means that learning more advanced topics is simply impossible, because our brain implodes.

I've probably always been guilty of this. Lately for example I've invented all sorts of advanced strategies for big pots, though never committed them to paper to really test and understand them. The goal is to reach the level of unconscious competence, and I haven't done that. Not only that, I've also not fully understood my game-plan for the simpler, high frequency spots. So, raising the button, flopping 2nd pair on a wet board VS the BB and having to think about whether to cbet or not means my mental 'range' is too wide, leading to over-stretching myself, leading then to implosions and eventual poker exhaustion.

Once a base subject, such as PF for example, is learned very well, then we can progress to some basic postflop stuff. Once that's really learned to UC, we can start to come up with more advanced strategies, and so on and so on.

Throughout my poker career, I've been convinced that certain abilities have been learned to the level of UC, only to find that a few months later that I've forgotten everything I once knew. Thus the cycle of boom and bust is perpetuated. Right now I'm bust, and I want it to be the last time.

So back to today...... I just went back to the basics of playing solid poker. My initial instinct on playing fairly well, if unspectacularly, was to say to myself 'ok, time to work on the more advanced stuff'. But of course inchworm makes clear that doing that without really getting down a very basic approach to 6max poker will result in eventual meltdown.

I have a massive list of topics to get through, but for now I'm just going to write about the title of this blog, 'a basic method of playing poker'.

There's two aspects to this, the technical side and the implementation side.

Implementation- what do I mean by implementation? Basically, it's the steps that precede me choosing a button to click! The most important thing about implementation is that it is based, ultimately, on instinct. What I mean by instinct is not to disregard the technical aspects of the hand, quite the opposite- but instead that I make sure that having taken in all the necessary technical details of the hand I then relax and trust my unconscious competence (blink, whatever you want to call it) to come up with the correct answer. Whatever answer it gives, I click that button. If it's saying make an enormous call, or a huge fold, or a spazzy bluff, then so be it- there is no other ultimate decider of what is right or wrong than what my UC is telling me to do.

Sometimes the decision will be tough, and so my instinct will give me no clear answer either way. At such points I'll tank a little, take in more information, until eventually the instinct will choose which side of the fence to sit on. Being in touch with it requires real clarity of thought, and mindfulness to be aware of when tilt is clouding its judgement. But as soon as I look at the technical details, relax, an answer always comes.

Training whatever part of the brain responsible for coming up with that answer is something done outside of playing, through blogs like this one incorporating appropriate CREV sims and HHs. We should not be inventing new strategies and over thinking while playing!

Basic Technical Details- there's infinite poker situations, so listing every appropriate technical detail is impossible, but there are always a few very important things to consider. As a foundation for almost every spot, we need to carry out the following steps to gather information, and then allow instinct to process it. In order:

1. Handread opponent- his current range. This is relatively simple preflop, but gets exponentially harder street by street. On the flop we have to look back at the PF action, take in things like raise size and players behind, 3bet and cold call numbers, and just roughly approximate the width of his range. Turn, we get to utilise whatever he did on the flop, so whether he bet or not, his sizing if he did, in conjunction with the PSR and the board texture. River, same as with turn. All we have to do is transition this range street by street, so by the river we have a really decent handle of his cards.
2. Handread opponent- his continuing range if we were to make an aggressive action. Here we're just whittling down the range we worked out in 1). Is he forced to fold too much or too little?
3. Handread ourself if we are considering continuing- this simply ensures that whatever line we may take will be credible.
4. Plan ahead- take the above information and plan for future streets. This can take many forms depending on the type of spot. For example, we might be in the BB facing a minraise holding Q7s preflop. Planning ahead, we are going to flat but not be overly concerned with defending too much on flops as our PF defend is predicated on amazing pot odds- allowing us to under-defend flops with our junkier hands. In a different spot, if we are making an aggressive action, it means planning for a re-aggressive action and also checking out the PSR, and roughly planning our next-street move on various flops/ turns/ rivers. Planning ahead also means factoring in bad rivers, failed bluffs, potential coolers, etc- which is an amazing tool for mental game. 

Here's an example of the four steps in action. Preflop, I take in the pot odds, the fact we are closing the action, the postflop PSR, and instinctively it's an obvious preflop flat probably regardless of their ranges. On the flop, the orginal 3bettor's range contains 32 combos of AK and AQ, various Axs bluffs, some other bluffs, then QQ+. In terms of his continuing range, he'll continue any middle pair+, but basically is folding very often indeed to a lead. If we lead and he calls, we'll shut down except on a turn giving us the nuts or an ace which puts real pressure on his QQ KK. The cold caller probably has AKo and AQs, but also TT and 99. I think to a lead he'll call TT and 99 to a flop lead but fold turn.

Hand-reading ourself, we have 9 sets and probably only 4 combos of T9s as our only bluff. Our lead is therefore credible for value.

Planning ahead then, if we lead the flop, then with the PSR and dryness of the board we'll be able to call a small raise to then fold turn (unlikely, but needs planning for before we lead). If called, we're betting every turn VS the cold caller to fold out TT and 99, but only nuts, ace and probably K turns VS the BTN.

Lets consider CC instead........ well planning ahead we have no real way of winning the pot on a turn X. It probably makes a bit of money, though not as much as leading.

So, all this hand takes is relaxing, thinking through the hand in the manner above, and my instinct was pretty clear that leading was the best option. The most amazing thing about planning ahead is that it's a complete tilt buster- there's no card that can fall or action from our opponent that we haven't already planned for, and tilt mostly comes from unrealistic expectations.

The above seems complex, but I've made it sound more difficult than it is. All I'm really trying to get down are a few simple steps that we can apply in all spots. Once this method is fully understood and learned to UC, I can use that foundation to start really exploring ways to destroy the 2015 reg.

Future topics- board coverage, bluffing into strong ranges, PSR manipulation, the effects of leverage, adjusting to our opponents' level, sizing and inflection points.

The four steps as currently applied lead me to playing fairly passively (though that's a relative statement, obviously I'm still pretty aggro, just not wayyyyyyyyyy outta line aggro), which tells me that the hyper aggro style I want to get to simply isn't learned to UC at the moment. That's fine, this style will win some money for now. If applied properly and consistently, I'd hazard a guess at around 2bb at 500nl - this style is really all about avoiding big mistakes and tilt by only implementing strategies that we know very very well.

Cliffs-  hand-read the opponent with skills, make a plan, get in tune with your instinct,  trust it, click the button :-)

Update- meltdowns and other stuff

I've played so little during the last month, which has probably put paid to my SNE chances, which is a shame because the incentive itself is enough to keep me playing high decent volume and keeping the money rolling in. I haven't been in a fit state to play though, so getting back there is my priority at the moment.

About a month ago I went on a stag do to Düsseldorf. Typically when I drink I have the odd vodka red-bull. This trip, being one where I only knew around 30% of the people going, gave me an incentive to drink plenty more of the stuff, including all during the day. All told, I probably drunk around 40 cans in 3 days.

I didn't feel great on the last day, not great at all, but I could at least just about hold myself together. I was afraid on the flight coming back for the first time ever, felt fairly jittery and 'empty', but nothing major. I got home and spent a few days basically kicking back in bed, sorta recovering. I knew enough about anxiety not to overthink 'why' the anxiety is there, but rather to treat is simply a physical symptom of caffeine over-use.

Then something mental happened, Nic- my girlfriend, told me about this weird phobia she'd read about on the internet. I don't want to write here what it is, because it still does creep me out and I don't want to inflict it on anyone else, but suffice to say it's something completely innocuous- like being afraid of a glass of water or something.

I told her I didn't like the sound of it, then 24 hours later she somehow repeated it again. This time it stuck in my head and started bothering me a little, and then later on I was by myself and I literally froze in complete fear of the thoughts. The images of this 'thing'  became complete mental torture, and I basically completely broke down for a couple of days. Constant panic attacks, hyperventilating throwing stuff around, in tears constantly, until I was able to see a doctor and get prescribed some valium. I went to a counsellor too and she said in her whole career she'd only ever once or twice seen someone in so much distress.

So, LOL. And gg SNE.

So I'm completely off caffeine now, I don't even want to risk a cup of tea I'm so mentally scarred. Haha.

Getting back up to speed has been a really slow process, sorry to anyone who I haven't spoken to on skype, or to whom I sorta just left a conversation hanging. A lot of the time I've been trying to act 'normal' to take my mind off things, then suddenly I got gripped and had to run away. I have probably 6 people I just haven't replied to their last messages, so again, sorry.

The past few days, I've felt pretty good in life though. Poker though has not gone well during the recent 3 days, and I think I know why.....

Basically, when trying to play I've had no real clue on what to do in lots of spots, and I put that down to mental game. I could tell my confidence was low, and with some living expenses was somewhat concerned about my busto-ness, so I've thrown everything into my mental game. I've read tons of MGOP, done lots of the exercises and discovered some hidden fears that have been lurking.

And that's all been well and good, but today again- no real clue in lots of spots.

This is a long winded way of saying that it's actually my technical game that I currently need to re-discover. I remember learning around a year ago, when I improved massively in a technical sense simply by joining RIO and watching every video- that mental problems largely evaporate with technical improvement. So long as you know the basics of MGOP- mindfulness, being aware of illogical mind patterns, injecting logic, then you can go a long way so long as your technical game is good.

By the way, throughout all of the above, I somehow managed to bank around $15k or something in April. Most of that was done pre-stag do, and the rest I put down to a heater really, slash I had a firmer technical grip that meant my atrocious mental state couldn't do too much damage.

So, I need to get my technical brain ticking again, and that means have a general approach that I'm happy with. The past few days I've just been trying to play, but nothing's really been coming, and I need to read up and watch some vids and do some sims and write some blogs to get back to where I need to be.

Prior to the meltdown, I'd devised a lot of cool stuff with regard abusing people using things like the multiple street factor, ruining people with PSRs, using betsizing to convey intentions and inflection points, hand-reading using people's unconscious use of all the above that largely gives their hand away.

One other thing that I am still convinced on is the importance of protection/ value bluffing a lot. Look, I know it seems the obvious thing to check your top or second pair OOP on the turn, but check there and we get destroyed constantly. Similarly IP, if we cbet flop and KNOW that we have a profitable call on the river if we check back TURN, this does make the turn check a good one! Stopping our opponent making that bet is worth much more than handing over the frequencies.

This is basically a sort of exploit, because the above wouldn't be true if people were able to bluff raise more often, or CC turn lead river with a decent range, but humans are very sheeplike in their poker behaviour and at the moment people are obsessed with 'protecting their calling range' and the like, (VS river overbets that never arrive, if they want a bluffcatcher to a normal sized bet they don't need the nuts).

I toyed around with GTORB, but in the end decided to take a simple lesson from it, and that lesson was this. Anyone who claims to be playing within a million miles of GTO in any spot is just plain delusional. Give GTORB some ranges, it calculates GTO play using those ranges. The plays it comes out with are extremely mixed strategies that are pretty much unimplementable by humans, and also nothing at all like conventional poker lines. Raise calling bottom pairs in 3bet pots like it ain't no thang; 3xing turns, 3xing rivers, etc etc. Bear in mind that even these lines are nowhere near GTO, because GTO would include PF, and calculating that stuff has more variables according to its creator than atoms in the known universe!

So it feels like regs are currently obsessed with their 'pseudo game theory', while still secretly being massively exploitable. I have a theory that this current obsession with game theory stems from a place of ego and insecurity- most poker players were in the top 5% brightest in their school years, they had promising University results and potential 'respected' careers ahead of them, but many of them dropped out to play poker, and so in the absence of that piece of paper telling them they're worth something- feel a need to sound clever discussing GTO and mathematical type concepts as a way to convince themselves and others of their intellectual ability.

This is not true of all, of course, but it's certainly something I've noticed. Also what I'm NOT saying is that game theory is worthless, I'm just saying that those people pretending to play anywhere near GTO are completely full of shit.

I also think that they're intellectually dishonest in how they describe situations. 'Oh leading the river might be good, but if I did that then he could counteract me in future by knowing that my checking range is weakened, blah blah blah'.

Oh really?! For that to be true, the following has to happen,  a) he has to notice b) he has to act on it c) the situation or very similar has to come up again and d) we don't re-adjust in the meantime e) etc etc.

In the moment, when we lead, he can do nothing about our weakened checking range, and nothing exploitive about the fact that we lead, without knowing our ranges. Nothing at all. This 'gap' in the knowledge of how we play our ranges is rarely discussed, but surely absolutely key to poker. It fundamentally is what poker is- two opponents trying to disguise their range from one another.

The back and forth argument that I described above is a way to get closer to GTO, because ultimately GTO is just two opponents exploiting the other to death, but as I've said, since we're about a zillion miles away from it, it's really not an issue. This has been my attitude when killing it in April, and this will be my attitude going forward.

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So, plan! Watch videos, write more blogs, do more sims, and get back to working out how to crush the status quo regs. Hope you're all well :-)

Update, and fear again

I've had a clear moment of poker enlightenment today pertaining to my mental game. I woke up, played, and was quickly stuck my usual 4 buyins. I stopped for a break, and for the first time I became fully aware of what my thoughts had been telling me.

'You're no good, everyone knows what you're up, everybody is so solid you can't make money, you play so predictably, other regs laugh at you and how you play'.

That last one is really the big one for me personally........ I haven't ever really heard others discuss it though so maybe it's unique to me. I think it probably stems from when I first joined Leggo, hit a big downswing, and was catching lots of lols and abuse in chat at how I played.

For some reason I took it all to heart, and I guess never really shook it off. Ever since, despite some decent winning spells, I've never really recaptured the confidence that I once had- the kind of deep confidence where doing stuff other people considered 'bad' in hands is almost a badge of honour.

I think for a decent while now, without realising it, one of my main poker priorities has been to not look stupid. Especially to the better players. In doing this, I've allowed myself to get run over, not run big bluffs, play straightforwardly with the odd spaz, and ironically probably lost much more of the respect of that type of player. I've been called a huge nit more than a few times.......

Anyway, back to my old friend cognitive behaviour therapy. It's something I learned to beat anxiety in the past, and what this poker fear is, is clearly a form of anxiety. I wrote out some affirmations, twanged an elastic band on my wrist, read them out several times, and before long was filled with complete determination not to let fear, any fear, be a factor in hands ever again!

3 hours later I'm 10 buyins to the good, with almost every big hand being fucking mental. I basically went to war, went with my first instinct 100%, and tried to really think about each spot and play as creatively as possible. I remembered that there's tons of scope to be creative with sizing- people have their ranges set up to deal with normal sized bets, so small bets and river overbets really fucks with people. Noticing our opponents' sizing is huge too, whether they are repping polarised or depolarised in certain spots, etc.

But anyway, the important thing is that I felt really happy playing again. Poker has been a chore for so long that I'd forgotten why I first enjoyed it. Read my very old blog grogheadflow.blogspot.com and there's so many fun and creative hands in there......... because I was fearless. I think I can now get back to that consistently.

Some fun hands from today:

Hand 1 - just kinda lol really, tough to explain other than his flop check weakens his range a shit ton- and I'm then obviously facing a polarised range on the river.

Hand 2 - I didn't believe his flop size into two wide players, IE with a set he'd bet smaller, so flop CC is to basically improve or CR turn. On the turn size I felt more disbelief and knew I either beat QT AQ AT type hands or can make tons of stuff fold on the river. No fear! This is actually one of the guys I was talking about whereby I've always had a complex about looking silly VS him, while he rapes me day in day out ha.

Hand 2a - Same player- again noooooo fear :-) . Logic of the hand is basically that he doesn't expect me to bet small with trips on the turn, so sees a capped range and does the usual high stakes reg thing of going ballistic. I thought me might lead turn with 6x a lot though, and just sorta read the situation well.

Hand 3 - Av it.

Hand 4 - Wouldn't stab Kx on the turn because it has showdown value. Then tries to rep either it or two pair. I'm not having it.

Hand 5 - Wide fish. Again, not having it, fear is the only reason to fold given his range (weaker than Jx checks, etc).

Hand 6 - Felt there was room for creative sizing here, so much of his range is mid pairs given original raiser is a fish, so felt like betting small for a bluff would be cool, then have to call off VS the spaz factor.

Hand 7 - A sorta semi fish, and a moral victory :-). I should fold, I suppose, was sure he had QJ though!

Hand 8 - Similar line to the AQ hand earlier. I get 55% folds on the turn CREV says, which goes with my gut feeling at the time. Sets and two pair insta get in the flop, leaving AAs and AsKo, and very rare flopped flushes. Mostly AQ and JJ just folds.

Hand 9 - Just a fun hand. PF is cool too, such a battle of wills to see who is going to have the capped range. I actually 4bet KK EP-BB today very deep too VS ElusiveMark. He 5bet and I stuck in a 6bet, intending to fold to a jam. I think that way I lose the minimum VS AA and still keep in all the weaker hands. Plus I want more credible 4bet bluffs.

Finally, I've been getting abuse off this guy since forever, so because I was feeling playful decided he needed slowrolling. Devastation though, he got there the first run, leaving me sweating the 2nd one really hard, ha.

Year to date results, mental and technical update

Yo!

May as well start with a year to date graph that will show the context of the blog to come.

So yeah, overall certainly not the end of the world, but also not exactly setting the world on fire. I'm about 5 days behind SNE pace which is fine now I'm 6 tabling, hourly without VPPs is $54, and if I sustained the winrate all year I'd be on for a $165k year with SNE.

And yet! The breakeven stretch is coming close to 250k hands. I finished the back end of 2014 and started 2015 very strongly and felt, and do feel, that I'm capable of so much more.

For the most part during the break even stretch, I've played fairly consistently- I would judge both my mental and technical game during the period as being something like 6/10, with 10 being the very best that I am capable of with a little application. I guess what has happened is the affliction common to all SNE grinders; I've caught the virus of 'VPP chasing' which comes at the expense of perfection.

Re-phrased, I think I've thought that 6/10 is going to be 'ok'. And by ok, I mean better results than in that sample. I've been waiting and waiting for the uptick to return me to the mean of at least my long term 2bb/100 winrate, but at this point I don't think it's ever going to come, not playing this way.

So yeah, neither my mental nor technical game have been very bad, nor very good. Technically, I'm typically not making a ton of obvious mistakes, but not doing anything wonderful either. When I'm playing well then somewhat unorthodox calls, bluffs and folds happen fairly regularly. At the moment, I'm just sorta like 'flat 3bet, flop J85ss, call flop, turn Ks, fold turn with TT, next hand' which is obviously all fine, but there's no X factor there, no tricks or decent handreading or fucking with people, or feeling in any particular spot that 'yes, THIS is where my edge lies'.

There's loads of details in poker that get missed. Almost an infinite number, but I'm talking about all the low hanging fruit type ones that rarely get mentioned in videos and take a bit of effort to process ingame, thinks like betsizing VS PSR. Maybe high volume just means I can't go super duper spidey sensey in every hand, but I'm not buying that just yet. It's certainly the case that if I 1-tabled I'd expect to win at a very high winrate, so doing the same at 4 or 6 tables is just a case of finding a way of repeating that ability at high frequency.

I've always talked about brain 'bandwidth', which is basically the processing power of the mind. One tabling, tilt free, we'd have the most bandwidth ever, and our decisions would be the best we are capable of.

Six tabling, the bandwidth is spread much thinner, so it's much more important to be tilt free so your mind is not occupied with unrelated, non strategy related stuff. To that end, I can improve my tilt control- I simply need to be more aware of the types of tilt and get back into the habit of constantly injecting solid logic in order to nullify them. For example, playing a bad river call over and over in our head is our mind basically wasting energy trying to solve a problem that simply doesn't need solving right now, because the hand is over. Saying to yourself though 'some mistakes are fine, we'll review after the session' puts an end to the problem, and frees up that vital brain bandwidth re-focus on solving whatever poker hand is happening at the time.

There's another huge way for me to free up brain bandwidth though, and that is to have a lot more defaults on earlier streets, when the pot is small. What is happening at the moment is that I'm doing too much thinking in game, on all tables, across lots of different types of flops and turns. So many of these spots are very repetitive, and can definitely be simplified such that no brain power is really needed.

When brain power is truly needed is in those medium and big pots where it's likely we're going to be swapping 100bbs one way or another. Those spots are huge for our winrate, and doing consistently well in them is difficult when I'm in 3 other single raised pots deciding whether to cbet in a very common, BTN-BB spot.

Things like what to cbet BTN-BB, what size to take, whether to check or bet, are very very very common and I'm wasting a lot of brain power on them.

I'll run through some common spots now and get some defaults down.

BTN-BB - definitely pretty crazy that I spend so much time thinking about this spot in-game. The jist of the spot is that I minraise, so BB's range is extremely wide and weak. I waste thinking time on whether or not to cbet, whether to barrel, and what size to take. This stuff is all fairly easy to get down: I'll cbet depolarised, so all pairs, and mostly be betting the turn too. I'll chose one of 3 sizings, 50%, 66% and 75%, depending on the wetness of the board. t44r is 50%, t82ss is 66%, QJTss is 75%. In terms of bluffs, I'll cbet anything that can bet the turn most of the time. On dryer boards, this might mean QJ on t44r. The other boards, just kinda common sense stuff. If we check and it checks through, we take our weak equity hands and delay bet, and leave pure bottom of range for post oak rivers. Anthing else on the flop, check!

Flop OOP spots as the caller. We flat and face a cbet. We're OOP, do we cc or check raise? Well, as a default I'm just going to solve this by never check raising flops, and going for turn check raises instead. The spots to do so should be fairly obvious- we have equity and can't check call. If flop checks through, we'll be bombing turn with all equity stuff, bombing med- strong value too (bomb = 75%), and leading 2nd pairs to med value at a 66% size for protection. Protection bets are only made when there are some worse hands that can call, thus shoring up the value element of the bet enough to make it profitable.

Flop OOP spots as the cbettor. If we have equity to continue, then I think I'm just going to have definitive plays depending on board texture. Type 1 and type 2 boards (very dry, and medium dry) are getting cbet, while type 3+ boards are getting checked with everything. It sorta follows that if we're cbetting type 1 and type 2, that our range when we check is going to be very weak and therefore not delay stabbing very much at all. I expect our cbet % HU for the type 1 and type 2 boards though to be pretty high, so this is not a big factor. Again, cbetting range is top pairs+, and hands that can barrel often. On the type 3 boards when we check, we can go to town with CRs and delay bomb bombs given the uncapped nature of our range.


So the above accounts for the most common spots I'm talking about that currently eat up brain power. What this should do is free up creativity in other spots allowing me to think more in the medium and bigger sized pots, this should lead to running more bluffs, more decent call downs, that kind of thing.

I'm tired from writing this, but I think I'm going to have to start blogging some hands to keep up my technical sharpness. So, I'll have a rest then put up another blog with hands, or maybe just update this one.