Couple of bad sessions- my fault

Dropped $2k in around 1000 hands in two sessions. In the first session, I had a fish who jammed AK into me on 8765 for 150bbs VS my 9 catch a set in a 3bet pot for 250bbs to my QQ, I couldn't fold. Then this http://weaktight.com/2634667 sent me into a whirl of tilt and I should've snap quit but ended up losing a whole lot more.

Then I went and had an argument IRL. Then I did Shootah's coaching, it pissed me off 'cos I ask them not to use Teamviewer every week cos it doesn't work in Euroland, but they did again and I couldn't be bothered to get all 6 people to log off again and load up mikogo just to watch some 100nl Rush sweat. It also pissed me off that he kept referring to a 'high stakes' group, that had Nikolak and other assorted 5-10+ guys in it, and I was wasting my time and $2k sweating 50nl and 100nl guys when I had specifically asked to be included in said group. Anyway, suffice I was life tilted.

So then I went and played again, with no blogging and in hindsight no care. It was the kind of tilty session that you don't realise is happening. I thought I was doing fine, maybe 200 or so up. I checked HEM, and I was stuck $1200. I quit.

Hopefully this blog post acts as a soother. There's a chance I'm still life tilted though I'm not sure. Clear headedness is really important to me, I basically don't have a B game, it's A or Z.

So I'm going to play now anyway and see how things are. I'll have a 'moronic move' stoploss though.

dan