Turns out........

That I was still tilted, very tilted in fact. So now this month has started like all the others despite my best efforts. I couldn't have factored in other people tilting me, but a skill in future will be to recognise said life tilt and not play.

The fact that the above happened seems to have life tilted me even more. The session was over 24 hours ago, and I wake up still bitterly pissed off both with people and also myself.

Back to basics next session when I do play. It has to be when I'm not tilted, but the tilt being there is hard to recognise sometimes...........

sigh